Warrior Princess

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This poem is dedicated to those who have advocated for themselves in hard relationships only to find that their innate compassion and empathy keeps them stuck. 

Warrior Princess

She stands ready,

Majestic in her resolve.

Drums beat in her ears

And under her silver-chained armor.

 

Behind a shield

Deployed in the form of a well-crafted smile,

Armament is cocked and fused.

She believes she can survive this onslaught.

 

Shimmering eyes, hard as river pebbles

Scan for disturbances.

Danger always comes when she appears most confident.

 

So she waits,

A drop of sweat agitates her scalp

Like a purposeful louse.

 

The adversary waits also.

He prefers to watch her first from afar --

Assessing her strength,

Inhaling her beauty.

 

When the time comes

To attack,

He pretends to lose ground

In the face of her surgically-placed accusations and

Strategically-inserted revelations.

 

She thinks she’s winning.

And it exposes her twin weaknesses of

Compassion and Guilt.

 

Faced with eliminating him completely,

The Warrior Princess squanders her advantage.

“Are you going to be okay?” she asks.

 

Finally, the kill.

“No,” he answers. 

In victory, one hand travels to her noble cheek

 

And the other beckons her waist.

 

© Jennifer McBride, Cape of Leaves
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